Sunday, June 26, 2005

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Hm.... finally haha... this few days i have been coming hm at ard this timing haha.... i scare i cannot go back to the normal timing of a NS man really..... but the feeling of slping till later afternoon is a feeling with cannot be descride i tell u... it has been a damn long time since i did it liao haha....

Thursday i got half day off coz afternoon nothing to do so decided to clear my off n go hm slp n shake leg... n really stay at hm coz none of my frns r free to go out n my bros r mostly in the ARMY hahah CHAO REC haha.... yes i am evil LoL.... ORD LOR!!!!!!!!! But in the end i end up going Ktv with QQ n Bitch.... Last entry got covered haha....

Fri i actually wanted to went down to fetch mel but i overslp haha so did nt went down to pick him up... Sorry bro.... slp till 3plus then i wake up n was actually perparing to go out with all of them de but none of them reply n i was damn lazy to chase after them so slack at hm... Bitch called me n ask me wats my plan so i told her none of them reply me so i think cancel she told me ok lor then she ask me go clubbing i was half minded... While we were toking tat time bodoh called her to go Ktv, she was also half minded but in the end decided to went down haha after tat went to MU to club.... Mel call me at ard 12plus n decided to come join us haha but he was like stonning all the way haha... went hm at 5plus 6 like tat i was quite afriaid tat i saw my father waking up n going to work coz it is like so so rude n sad to c ur son returning hm to slp when u r going to work... U work so hard for wat?? n my parents will worry for me if i nv go hm b4 my father went to work... luckily he haven wake up if not i will feel damn guilty.

Slp at 6like tat then bitch called me at 730 n ask where my house is... i was like damn shag n my head is not clear n ask her y.... she juz reply me she wan to vomit n put down the phone juz like tat... i was worried so i got up n change to go down look for her i spend 2hr like a mad guy looking for her in the end she was slping at the stair case.... i could not find her n my head is killing me so i went back hm to slp at ard 10.... mel msg me at 130 n ask how wan to go where later so LppL wake up n reply him... In the end we drag till ard midnight b4 we went out.... saw a movie called ghost train it is a toopid show n the female ghost looks like bitch hahaha i suan her till i feel damn bad but it is ok haha.... after the show we went down to 85 to eat n tok cock haha till now then i reach hm haha power right??? it is quite usual man LoL.... Ok time to go slp nightz/morningz

the neverending dream || 5:45 AM

Friday, June 24, 2005

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Juz came back from Ktv with QQ n Bitch. They had alot of fun bitching abt how bad all the guys in this world is n i am like sit juz beside them onli lor haha.... i am like a wooden block sit down there like no feeling.... Did not really speak up for the guys out there coz i have no right to do such things. They have been hurt by the guys alot of time it makes me feel sad for them so i juz sit down n sing song.... From 9.30 we sing till like 2plus. It is the 1st time i sing till no song to sing can u image how many songs i sing??? it is abit scary but damn shiok sia LoL....

Izzt a bad thing to like some one??? izzt something terrible??? Did i do wrong?? i really did not noe. It has been a very very long time since i actually hold a lady's hand n look deep into her eyes to tell her i love her... It has been 5 bad yrs. Yup i am single for the past 5 yrs terrible??? I can c some horrified face out there,U all dun believe??? I lost my sense of how to woo a lady i totally have no limit now none at all. i dun even noe wat am i supposed to do wat i am not supposed to do i am lost really.... sorry for all those toopid things i have done.... i am sound very desperate but trust me i am not K....

P.S: To everyone out there,if i even hurt u or cause u uneasies or some pro for u pls forgive me,i did not mean it so pls dun take it to hurt k??? Hopefully we can remain as frn....

the neverending dream || 3:22 AM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

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Well sat i was back in camp again doing ferry which i think it is abit bo liao y muz i always go back on sat n sun??? Y muz i be the one whom's weekend cofirm kena burn one??? other ppl cannot meh?? i am very pissed off lor..... On sun i went out with bitch to eat sakae but she was late for 4hr haha but it is ok althought i have to rush down to take FC BACK TO THE ****** place but i decided to hijack rec's Fc back to tekong coz my detail starts at 8pm. We had a long talk n have a alot of fun haha it has been quite some time since i saw her so it was a nice n fun thing to do haha... at night sux thumb n stay in tekong haha.... At night after sending the sispec B coy guys i went to find mel in his coy n went up to his bunk. He intro his section mate to me n we sat down n tok cock. It is fun to do tat too haha... We tok abt how to eat snake n stuff like tat haha.. He say it is very siong then i tell him pls this is wat we called a holiday chalet the real shit haven even started yet... They have wat they called the grace period of not able to do pumping n punishment haha... in my time where got such things one??? 1st day kena shit liao lor haha but have to admit it was fun haha.... I ask mel wat he wans n stuff help his mum look at his injury haha luckily nothing wrong with him... abt to tok cock means he is ok liao haha... In the afternoon he even called his 2IC sgt then his PC mouth open damn big b4 proceeding to ask him "do u noe who he is anot??" after mel then proceeded to take a closer look n dicover tat he was toking to the 2IC n he keep saying sorry to him... While i was there the 2IC saw me n say "wa lau teach ur frn lei c me call me sgt, i work so hard for wat haha" i luff n say "sir sorry he REC lar haha he did not c u much tats y lar haha" he juz luff n went down. But the rest of mel's section mates their eyes open damn big like i am a monster like tat haha izzt very surprising to noe their sgt their PC n 2IC?? haha damn funny guys.... Mon i went over again this time i bought my personal collection of FHM over coz mel say he need pics so i juz bring some of those lousier one over lor haha let them cut. I also bought ice coffee,chips,newspaper n chocolate over coz i noe they will miss such lovely things haha.... All of them c FHM then they begin to act like wolfs haha.... even the guy whom is slping hear got FHM immediatately wake up n snatch one bk n went to his bed to read haha.... All like damn desprate like tat haha... but it is very understandable coz i last time also go thought the same shit haha... i also taught one of mel's section mate how to smoke tactically inside bunk without anyone noticing n asking toopid qn haha... Once they saw the way their jaw juz came loose haha n even ask me how i noe then i reply "coz i last time do b4 wat... N this way had been passing ard for quite some time liao" he keep saying thanx n stuff like tat haha.... I slpt at abt 5 coz was on phone with bitch haha then the next day wake up at 6plus haha less than 2hr of slp but after the morning detail i went back to my bunk n slp all the way haha.. finally tonight can slp in my own lovely bed liao haha haiz sianz tml got duty means not coming back liao how sad can it go???

the neverending dream || 12:24 AM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

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Has been quite some time since u guys hear from me got miss me??? This few days i have been feeling better abit but overall still feeling very bad. Anyway after toking to bitch tat night she got sick.... poor little gal dun u all think so?? hope she is feeling better now... Bitch if u r reading hope u feeling better now hopefully is not becoz we tok till so late tat coz u to be sick one....

Zhiyi has some pro with his frn haiz.... i think it is abit the overboard but no matter wat happen i will be supporting u k... dun worry anything i will be behind u dun worry....

guys i think i am in love... wat shld i do??? God teach me man, i discover tat i totally forget how to woo a gal liao.... how???

the neverending dream || 12:04 AM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

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Well i am back again, as u all noe i am sick on sun now i feeling better liao. Ok i noe alot of u dun even noe i sick but is ok. Anyway mon i went out with a net frn of my she told me tat her mouse spolit so i pass her my old one since i am not using n it is juz lying ard doing nothing so i juz give her lor.After tat we went to c a anime call Madagascar i hear from Ken tat it is a pretty gd show but after watching it i think it is no big deal i like Mr & Mrs smith ALOT better really... Hv to admit it is a funny show but dun really suit ppl like me to watch. Guess i make a wrong move ar.... After the show i send her to bus stop n i went hm. On the way back hm i tok with bitch on the phone. It has been quite some time since we last tok i really miss toking with her. We had a long chat. We tok till ard dinner time then we put the phone down. We continue at 11plus till 3plus i guess in the end i could not take it then i tell her i CMI liao haha n went to slp. We tok abt our life now n last time our exs n stuff like tat. We even joke abt ourselves haha. It is quite fun tok with her.

Recently something happen between zhiyi n one lady frn of his. I dun understand such a small issue abt googling at guys can cause so much pro haiz... some more the lady my frn got like her b4 but got rejected n recently they were walking quite close together but now this toopid issue cock up n they turn face dun reconzige ppl i c liao felt tat it is abit wasted lor..... But i noe zhiyi well euf (i guess :P) no matter wat i say now he will not listen but i am still going to say,zhiyi if u r reading this pls try to get this into ur head k?,Forgive n forget is the greatest gift god gives us y dun make use of such quaility in urself to use??? Both of u r lovely person dun becoz of face or stubborness n break ur frnship like tat.Both of u r not three yrs old kid liao try settling this thing more maturely can??? (POSTING UR QUARREAL IN UR BLOG IS NOT MATURE) anything juz give me a call k.....

Well tats all folks will update when i free.... P.S i saw mel botak damn cute sia HAHAHAHA ORD LOR

the neverending dream || 9:35 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

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Since friday onwards almost all my bros r in army now haha i feel so happy can suan them abt their hair their rank n stuff like tat IT IS SO MUCH FUN but i still feeling lousy... i dunnoe y... Yesterday once i finish my detail i quickly change n went over to find mel's parents n zhiyi coz they came over to send mel into army haha... Their tour guide was charles 2IC haha then i keep seeing sch 1's 2IC walk ard n stuff like tat they all keep toking to me asking y i am here hahaha.... I also notice alot of the officers kept looking at serene n teresa haha... but i keep quiet haha... I show all of them ard n tell them things tat they dun tell parents haha... Keep toking to the 2IC to help mel get a gd impression haha... n of coz with serene n teresa there they will have a great impression of mel dun u all think so hahaha.... Had dinner with mel b4 he go cut botak haha quite fun haha... Reach my house at ard 7plus then i quickly bath n went down to tengli's bday coz promise her we r going down liao so LppL we went there. There r sure alot of ppl there at ;east 85%of them r ladies zhiyi n i c till eye drop but we control ourselves. We sit down one corner n relax c tengi's frns disturbing her n saboing her haha. We left at ard 10 then went to take MRT i going orchard to meet cartoon they all n zhiyi going home.... On the way zhiyi went to call mel n let him listen to the orchard sound hahaha..... n i msg yishen,mel,zhehan n Ken "Haiz sianz ar sat night u noe?? very boring wan to go clubbing??? i pay for everything" haha all of them were pissed off haha coz they r now in confinement haha damn shiok sia haha... Saw cartoon nick n yongfeng tok cock n had great fun since it was quite some time since i actually saw them. Suan cartoon n luff at his stuff haha damn power man... ok i guess i have to stop here coz i wan to go play game liao byez.........

the neverending dream || 4:20 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

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Guys i will like to inform i am now AWOLing so if any MP come to ur house to ask where i am dun be surprised k. Today i did not went back camp coz i AWOL so stayed at hm the whole morning n slp. In the noon i think i heard MP is coming my house so i went TM to catch a movie by the name "Mr & Mrs Smith" it is a damn funny show i think u all shld watch it really i give it a ****/5* once the DVD is out i think i will buy it n keep. It really shows alot of relationship n stuff but will violents of coz the explosion is cool n the guns they have r cool too. Towards the end was abit crappy coz two them manage to kill at least 2PLT of full-time killers whom have their bullet-proof vests on. Hahaha damn cock man LoL....

Ya i am still in my Depression mood. I really dunnoe wat shld i do can anyone tell me??? The ppl i c in the streets they r all luffing n stuff like tat I HATE IT............. Y muz i be the onli one whom is suffering n everyone is happy. U will tell me "hiyo there r still ppl out there whom r sad n depress too u r not the onli one" yes correct they r sad n depress but at least they noe wat is wrong but i dun even have a single idea wat is wrong in my life now.... I try asking mel n yishen out they tell me they not free so juz act happy n say"oh ok then u go do ur stuff lor" wat u expect me to say?? A i am sad ar?? or wat?? i dun even have an idea wat is wrong how can i tell them tat??????? Plus they r going in army soon it is better tat they spend time with their family wat right????? Anyway onli Gon noes tat i am sad tats all but when telling him tat time i still try my best to tok in a better n normal voice coz i dun wan him to worry for me. i am juz a failure in life n relationship. I am juz a guy whom is tok but no action guy.... i can tell YS wat to do but when it comes to me i am juz a bloody failure........ i really shld juz go n dead one side u noe??? Tekong is juz the right place dun u think so??? It is big n no one give a damn where the f**k u go plus it is so far from mainland police will not come right??? Since they treat us like slave then even if i disappear they will onli curse n swear at my name it is nothing much wat since u cannot bring ur name along with u when u dead right???? God pls appect my lousy soul n let it burn in hell........


P.S i did not AWOL i got off pass one tat AWOL is juz a joke but the second part is not

the neverending dream || 11:30 PM

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Sorry guys i dunnoe wat is getting over me this few days.... I really have no idea. I am have a bad working relationship with my colleges now. I also dunnoe wat went wrong but i onli noe i am having a bad bad temper now adays. I actually shouted at my mum today i feel so guilty n sorry. Y have i degraded to such a bastard tat i hate??? mood is getting lower n lower n things r not looking gd nowadays. Pls forgve me if i am causing u all problem n thanx for torarating my lousy bad temper. Euf say abt me,time to tok abt mel they all liao.

As u all noe they r going in this weekend, i pass to them a list n ask them to go down n get their own stuff themselves becoz i also dun noe when i will be free to bring them go get the stuff. I manage to find out tat mel is going jaguar,Ys is going raven,Ken is going Whiskey,Zhehan is going Peragaus n dennis went in to Dragon coy the warrent officer's coy the damn lucky man. I had two sgt frn over there i will ask them to TAKE GD CARE of dennis haha no lar,i where got so bad one haha.... yong sheng also in the same coy with dennis haha such luck man LoL... Well finally they r all joining me haha i am so happy LoL... N i am a one yr solider now tat means PAY INCREASE hahaha.........

the neverending dream || 2:26 AM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

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Hi ppl back again, Well life is getting more n more unexciting liao dun u all think so. Ya i am feeling moody again. I am so sick n tired of all this things now. Work,play,family,ppl ard me. I juz felt so unapperciate n unwanted. I think i better stop here if not i think i will be crying out loud soon euf... Bye i am going to die alone..........

the neverending dream || 12:08 AM

Thursday, June 02, 2005

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Finally back from the dreadful island. U all got miss me?? I guess not,well i am used to it liao so it is ok... *give a weak smile* Well went in on the 30 night slp quite late coz i was toking on the phone with yishen. We tok abt some personal stuff n mel's broke up with qinxin those gossip. Ya ya i do gossip gossips r not woman's right ok?? We tok till like 2plus then i tell him i need to go slp coz i morning still got safety to cover so we put down the phone i was immediately KOed. Slp till 6 like tat woke up n brush my teeth b4 moving out to U coy for their IPPT training in the end guess wat happen???? THE 2IC COME TO ME N TELL ME 'sorry we juz change the ippt timing to 330 so can u come back later??' i juz stare at him n say 'sorry i 430 need to go sispec coz i am covering their 32Km RM,u wan u call MT line in the afternoon' with tat i left the place with my mind thinking "WTF I WAKE UP SO EARLY FOR WAT????" n went back my bunk to slp. By right i wan to slp till 1 wake up one coz need to go roll call but in the end??? i slp till 130 then wake up,saw the whole bunk slping i continue to slp also till 330 then wake up but as it is still early i read my bk till 4 then went to wake those ppl involving in the RM to wake up n prepare to go. Reach sispec the 1st thing we did was to go their canteen n eat LoL. Wasted quite alot of time n soon at 830 the RM begin, it goes on from then till 7a.m then i was realase to go back MT line,we r all like zombie like tat coz the whole night we did not slp. As i yesterday got nothing on i took off n come back hm to slp coz i am really very very tired liao. Slp till 3plus wake up n started to play some online game with yishen. at 530 then he tell me 'i gtg liao i meeting zhiyi now. u wan to come??' i c liao sian half also haha,i say ok lor i went down tamp 1st to meet mel n ken b4 meeting yishen by right we meet at 630 but as usual we were all late till ard 8 then everyone was there haha meet liao we went to have dinner mi n yishen coz the rest of them ate liao. Tok alot of cock ar we all haha. It is always nice to hang ard with ppl whom r close to u no matter how long u nv meet with them coz u noe they will always be there for u. I had a great fun until ken jio all go drink. my 1st reaction is 'Holy shit, i am a teetotalor(a person whom dun drink n have very very low drinking stam)*dunnoe spelling correct or not pls forgive*' but on the mouth is ok lor haha the usual face more important mentalilty. But they also noe i cannot hold my alcahol well also so they help me choose drink. After we purchase our drink we sit down at the Ngee Ann city's fountain n had a chat. Zhiyi went hm on the last bus but we still continue hanging ard orchard ard till 3 then we proceed back. As for the 3hr wat we did if u wan to noe go ask mel or ken or yishen coz it r all private haha.

Ok time is ticking i need to slp even thought i tml half day but i still need to slp haha. I think i will update later in the night k??? Try not to miss me too hard k guys??? Hahaha

the neverending dream || 3:33 AM

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