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Thursday, July 28, 2005

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It has been quite some time since i update my toopid blog ar... ok now is time for update ar...

Fri i was doing ferry, it was a big cock up i tell, have u ever seen two toners driving 2 Coy ard????? in like 1 hr time???? In trip to n fro needs like 20mins n tat is speeding all the way, n one coy got 200 ppl one toner can onli have 34ppl... can u imagine??? n after tat two coy we still got some more ppl to ferry, OCS,3rd Guards n a few more.... from 730 rush till 1300 then i cannot stand it ask my frn call up ASTW to tell them we have eat yet so we eat liao then go over, after tat we eat at K coyline coz they got pack ration n the officers r quite nice to let we two eat at their side... Quickly had our lunch n went off to pick ASTW up to go to their training ground... Finish the trip at ard 1330, after tat i decided to call my aunty coz my cousin enlisted on fri. I wanted to bring them ard n c hows the atmosphere of tekong n tell them things tat officer n sgt dun tell them one haha... but too bad cannot find them i think my aunty nv bring her hp along ba... at 4plus went to ferry sispec B ppl coz they r going to ROC(republic of china=Tawian) on sat so ya lor haha...

i rush to take the 5pm FC out coz our dear angela jie is leaving us for another 6mths for her degree... One hand i feel happy on the other hand i feel quite sad... Y happy u might be thinking coz she is going to be a grad soon n she will be back with us for gd after the 6mths... Y sad?? Coz she is leaving all of us for 6mths... i will miss her scolding hahahaha..... dun understand y she like to scold me so much maybe coz i too toopid liao tats y haha..... anyway she was shocked to c my cute round face(tats wat they tel me -_-") coz i told her i am not going dw but actually i was haha... saw her sis n her mum with adrian,jer,mika,dj'mix,lebon,bodoh,terry... all of them look sad but for face's sake look happy haha they r all in such a delimine haha.... i also have a bit of mixed feeling too.... One hand hope tat she dun leave the other hope tat she can finish her studies.....

After sending angela jie off,we went to eat n after tat went to play billard n pool,had quite a nice chat with mika n adrian keep suaning jer LoL... it was fun,after all of them have left zy n bitch came up my house to drink haha i ma such a lousy drinker after a while i fell a slp lol did not noe wat time bitch wake me up n tell me she wan to go hm n the best is i did not even set my alarm haha..... zy woke up at 7 n then wake me up gentley n ask me "wat time u need to wake up ar???" "6lar y???" "coz now is 7 liao" once i heard tat i quickly jump up n after went to fresh myself up n took a cab down to SFT, i am broke already lei haiz..... luckily i was not late man if not i think i dunnoe have to sign how many extra sia lol....quite fun doing with mel's 2ic hahha he took gd care of me too lol... both of us rush there 1st thing we did was to find a bed n slp hahaha.... both of us slp like pig like tat hahaha....

finish my duty then i went to meet mel n zy for bunch tok abit of cock n went hm awhile.... ard 3 we meet again this time is to let joy c mel more hahaha.... we tok for quite some time n had dinner b4 went hm....

Mon was a very very very very packed day,from 8 onwards to 530 my detail is non stop one back to back dun even have time to rest man.... the best part at ard evening time i went to release a snake -_-|| dotz right? haha.... after releasing the snake i went back hm... from sun onwards i feel like fuck liao.... flu cough n swollen eyes i endure till tuesdat then at night then i went to CGH A&E to go c the doc coz my eyes cannot take it liao.... doc told me i got a infection n gave me three days MC 26-28 power right??? haha so ya now i am at hm doing nothing LoL but later i have to go NUH to c spec for my slping pro might be meeting bitch n mel they all

the neverending dream || 9:52 AM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

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如果說愛你是種幸福
我可能是世界上最幸福的人

如果說恨你是種幸福
我可能是世界上最可憐的人

曾經愛你
曾經為了你
曾經想過你
曾經放棄你

但 就是因為愛你
所以我放了手上的線
讓你自由的飛

無論如何想你念妳
都是虛幻的

如果說 擁有你不行
我就偷偷愛妳

如果說 偷愛你不成
我就想念妳

如果說 想念妳也不可以
我也不恨妳 但是 曾幾何時
我是如此深愛你

這一切的一切都是愛你
願意為你 願意把我都給你的証明

所以 我不恨妳 不怨你 不纏你
就是證明我愛你

the neverending dream || 11:11 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

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Hi i am back to blog liao leh haha.... finally got time sit down to write out how i feeling lol.... Anyway tuesday was my father's bday so i rush back to help him celebrate it haha.... we went sukura to eat their international buffet. It is quite worth it u noe?? one person ard 22 the food r quite gd n using SAFRA card also let us have discount haha... Normally is 24 per pax but i use the card so became 22 onli haha not much i noe but at least something LoL... The food is damn gd man... The varities of the food r very too... Their black chicken soup is delicious man... My mum drink at least 3 bowl lol haha.... I all the way eat those very ex one like sashimi,grilled lamb,osyter n shark fins haha.... i think i cleared at least half od their sashimi lOl tat is so bad of me dun u think so lol haha.... I will recommend this place to all of u.... food is nice n reasonable price for such gd food n the atmosphere was quite nice too maybe coz is a weekday so not tat pack tats y i think quite ok.....

Wed i went to tekong to work till 5plus then got back singapore. Reach hm bath eat n went out again haha... Went to meet bitch,gymy,angela at Devils coz they say is ladies night n bitch can sign both me n gymy in so ok lor went down to meet them... Bitch told me not to be late n guess wat.. I REACH THERE EARLIER THAN THOSE TWO WHOM R IN ORCHARD THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Unbelievable u noe????? as usual angela was late AGAIN but is ok lar i forgive them. Haiz y am i such a nice guy??? y i always forgive them one?? hahaha..... wat to do my parents born me to be so kind to ppl wat can i do?? When they all saw me i have to admit my face was a little bit black but it was nothing they dun beleive it haha... It is juz tat i am abit tired to smile maybe tats y they all think tat i am in a bad mood hahaha... Was quite touched by wat angela told me yesterday,tears r rolling in my eyes... u believe??? I OWNSELF ALSO DUN BELIEVE U BELIEVE?????????? HAHAHA..... no lar seriously i was abit touched but still manage to keep my emotion under my wonderful control haha i am so imhuman man lol.... Drink abit at devils n they all think tat i am drunk hahaha althought i totally dun drink but pls lei i noe wat i am doing u think a drunk man noe wat the f**k he is doing??? hahaha.... Angela n bitch keep saying tat i am cute n drunk hahha... they say i act different n toopid BUT CUTE.... I cannot even have a childish behaviour meh??? cannot let the child in me pop up to the surface meh???? Anyway stay there for like 1hr plus then we left for zouk. By right we wan to go down by bus but bitch say too late liao take cab go better haha... anyway while going into the cab i knock my head on the roof of the cab n i lie flat on the cab n angela n bitch thinks tat i am fooling ard n i am drunk.... -_-||| anyway went down zouk saw mel's sis serene tok to her for awhile while waiting for the two ladies... 2 bad bitch has no chance to c her haha we meet twice u noe?? but both the time bitch was away hahaha.... Drink abit more n they all say i am drunk hahhaa... well i am not LoL.... 1st of all when i sit down y did i slip was becoz i was abit tired n fall aslp so i slip off hahaha n when they help me up tat time i juz woke up.... how will u have strength immediatately when u wake up??? correct?? n they all all say i was drunk coz cannot stand properly... when i stand up i fall down was also becoz the floor was wet n my shoes r abit slippery... I SLIP DOWN not drunk k???? haha... anyway when i was sitting down trying to catch my breath tat time i hear a very nice song n stood up to dance but BUT.... my head was knocked by a lady's elbow.... the feeling is like kena stun by M16 hahah damn pain lor... but i man so tell the lady i am ok but actually is very pain till now also very pain lol hahaha... bitch ask me y nv take her no??? she say the lady was quite pretty.. I got nothing to say coz WHO THE F**K WILL LOOK AT GAL N THINK OF GETTING HER NO WHEN U R IN PAIN??????? WTF....... haha i believe in faith got faith means will meet again one haha.... Reach hm at ard 345 then bath n slp liao coz i have to wake up at 6 to go back camp... luckily did not have an accident n was quite ok lol....

After the detail went back to MT line n saw my officer n he say:Huang,u going to be ambulan driver can?? u guess wat i say?? OF COZ YES LAR i onli need to work like one full day n have one day off n the following day will work onli 8-5 haha power right LoL... like tat better coz have a fix timetable it is not tat bad... easier to arrange my stuff.... if not like now's time table can die man i can onli plan tml stuff coz today then i noe tml wat will i do n wat time will i go hm.... Feeling very happy now coz finally can get something tat i like... LoL...

Angela:milday u r lefting tml leh i might not be able to go down to airpot to send u but i will try my best seriously have faith in me k.... Anyway we become very close onli this mth when u come back,althought we noe each other not very long n onli recently then we get so close together i will like to tell u the following.... U r a very wonderful lady seriously,u r mature cheerful kind n very sweet lady.It is my Honour to have u as my frn n even more proud to annouce to ppl tat u r one of VERY VERY VERY CLOSE female frn.we went throught happiness n saddness althought not everytime i was by ur side but i dare to say i really care for u alot if i can awol n my presence by ur side will help u go throught the period of saddness faster n u will not feel so sad juz say a word n i will rush down.... U really care for ppl ard u,u have no bad intention but ppl always mistake abt u n miunderstand u no need to feel sad coz u got mi n bitch there for u NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN seriously NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN....Hope our frnship will last 4ever n one more day...Althought u dun wan to give me ur blog add to c it is ok haha coz u r able to msn me or call me or msg me anytime anywhere to tell me how u feeling now... All the best in the deep under there k??? I will wait for u to be back one.... Jiayou u can do it one de....

the neverending dream || 9:23 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

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Yup back again haha.... finally hm again lol haha... bitch finally got her own blog to bitch ard lei haha she really com idiot lei haha even registering for blog also got pro haha.... She got back on mon morning 8plus reach hm....last mon tat is haha... sorry for not updating this eleven days i was quite busy n did not really have the time n effort to go write pls forgive me....

On the 8,i went back camp n onli came back on sat afternoon n sun night go in again for detail damn sianz sia.... After tat,mon till thursday i got range... Kena till i scare sia haha....

I make bitch cry on thurdsday i wan to say sorry again one more time coz i really owe her alot... she has been bearing with my nonose for such a long time n supporting me for quite some time.... I noe she is working hard to make everyone ard her happy to the extend of forsaking her own happiness.... how many of u can actually boasted tat u can do till like tat?? Really thanx for every thing u have done cha bo. Althought i always say u r fat n no front n back actually u r one hell of a lovely lady n got assets to make more ladies turn one side n curse at u... Have more confident in urself k... Dun go drink n club whenever u r sad or angry ring me up no matter wat happen i will be there for u... once again i am very very very sorry for wat my toopid mouth has said.... but i also noe tat words can hurt more than a phyiscal injuries.... Although u forgive me i haven forgive myself yet....

Went clubbing on sat at MU place not bad lar coz got her along she did not like techno but i did not noe till sun then i was told tat she actually prefer R&B to techno but coz ys wan to go techno place so we all went together.... i admit tats my part of carelessness sorry abt it.... I 1st saw her on fri night or sat morning, when my eyes 1st time lay themselves on her they nearly fly out... She is one hell of a lady... i think she is like angel coming down from heaven to save a toopid guy like me from dying so early haha.... It is quite diff to dun like her on the 1st sight... she is frnly plus humours how can u dun like this type of person?? In her eyes i can wisdom n loyal n a nv say die attidute... In short she is so close to perfect... Send her hm n sat meet up with her again n sun also saw her haha continuess saw her for three days i am very happy hahaha... Although she looks abit tired n slpy n i am feeling bad but i really apperciate her n thanx of all of them give me space n time to be with her alone...

saw mel yesterday,he like slim down alot liao muz be the stress haha,lend my hp to him to tok to zy n bitch coz he quite some time nv tok with zy n bitch was abit pissed off her with him but i am glad n happy to c the pro have been resolved... I knew he can do it de haha....

From now onwards i will be staying out for two weeks so be prepare to keep seeing my post ba hahha.... Nightz i go slp liao :p

the neverending dream || 11:18 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

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Juz came back frm tekong again... this time rd i think i got three days nv come back hm i miss hm man haha..... i really do haha.... it is thursday liao man time really fly dun u think so??? this few days i have been thinking abt the attachment to oversea one i have decided to stay in singapore coz of wat she say to me.... althought she did not really say tat she dun wan me to go but i can sense tat she sounds abit sad either tat or i am too slpy haha... U shld noe who u r..... :) she told me she might be going oversea for studies n suddenly my heart skip a beat n went all the way down... i dunnoe y also haiz....

bitch this few days got msg me but i dun understand y she did not msg angela haha.... angela was abit pissed off haha... this few days i have very very little of slp coz my timetable very pack i also dunnoe y... now shld be relax period but i dunnoe y i keep kenaing those 6-2359 one... well luck i guess haha i shld quit bitching man haha but dun bitch like no fun LoL....

ANGELA i noe this few days u have been feeling very low i am very sorry for not being able to be there for u n not able to comfort u also coz i cannot go out pls forgive me.... I juz wan to let u noe tat if u r feeling low n sad dun hesitate to give me a ring or a msg i will try my very best n do my best to help u... No need to keep things to urself one it is a very terrible thing to do i can understand coz i keep doing such things haha... anyway ur smile is very nice so smile more n be more cheerful dun due to those toopid n heartless ppl n feel unhappy or sad.... Remember no matter wat happen i will be there for u gal.... :)


Tuesday i was toking to this wonderful n forgetful lady frn of my n she told me some thing which i got a shocked.... u all muz be thinking wat it is right?? well...... I DUN WISH TO TELL U ALL HAHHAAHAHA.........

the neverending dream || 4:58 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

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Sun woke up at ard 2 like tat after relac at hm till 4plus 5 then i went down tamp to meet bitch... She is lefting singpaore for south africa for a tour of 10days.... ask her to do pack a few days b4 but she as usual did it the last min haha.... N by right we r meetig up for lunch but in the end due to she nv pack her stuff it become a lunch cum teabreak meal haha.... after eating a pasta mania we went to look ard for her last min shopping for the trip... got her stuff n she was quite gd to accompany me to go look at the hp avaiable at singtel coz i need another hp for incoming call my bill is killing me haha.... N i saw this nice n cheap hp which need me to sign two yrs contract but is ok... It is LG C1100 as show in the pic above.... nice??? now i am waiting for them to activate my no. the sales guy bluff me coz he tell me by this aftrnoon it confirm will be activited but in the end it did not haiz.... dunnoe when it will be activated also.... :(

anyway bitch went hm at ard 7 coz her bro came down to fetch her go back hm to eat dinner with her parents.... I went hm n slack haha....

at night/morning tok to her for quite some time althought i onli like slp 1hr plus onli but it is worth it haha.... at tekong nothing new happen as usual driver getting bully by those asshole in sispec... seriously i cannot wait for them to left man... 6more mth or 2 more batch n they r getting their toopid fat ass out hahah finally.... i think the day they left will be the date we all have a great party to celebrate man haha....

This few days i have been really thinking hard abt this issue shld i go brunia anot coz the ppl at my side ask if i am interested to go over there for oversea attachment for 1 yr... it means i will not be able to celebrate my 21 bday nor my mum's bday nor my grandmother's,my younger bro's,mel's bday,yong one,zhiyi's,gon's also.... have tro admit the pay quite solid but the whole pro lie with the country itself coz it is quite a boring country n there r alot of trees out there.... I HATE TREES........ i am now at a lost,there r nothing to hold me back here seriously i dun mind going also ... i am now half hearted also...

the neverending dream || 11:35 PM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

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Back??? something like tat..... wa this week quite siong u noe??? Wake up quite late on Sun morning... slp till 5plus then wake up after tat wanted to meet bitch one but in the end she got things to do so eat myself n went down to tekong coz got ferry to do... from 9like tat till 11plus non-stop driving up to sispec then down to parade sq.... my buttom like heated pan like tat damn hot haha... totally nv went down the vehcile coz really very rush.... keep doing till i dunnoe wat i doing haha.... after tat the next day (mon) i got a mainland detail damn power i nv went mainland b4 damn scary but have to admit it is very fun haha.... after tat i went out Ktv Again.... dunnoe y this mth i keep going ktv... haha... after tat i kinda of forget wat happen liao HAHAHA... but one thing is for sure i wed went to mambo with they all.... all of them keep suaning me abt april *blushing* n all of them pressure me go ask her to go mambo is a muz some more haha.... but in the end she did not go n onli tell me at like 2plus haha keep saying sorry n saying i drunk but do i sound n look drunk??? the best part is i dun drink at all haha.... today my whole left eye swollen i dun understand y haha c my camp MO... He juz give me a Light duty n f**k me saying y i so late then i go report sick... nothing to say..... immediatately bk out i went CGH to report sick n got 1 day att c.... now juz staying at hm n rest.... going slp liao...

the neverending dream || 1:33 AM

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