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schools Junyuan Pri,Damai Sec,Bedok View Sec,Tamp ITE,Thames Bussiness Sch,BmTc ScH 2 OrIoN Coy,Sch of transport, ITE East College

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

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As time goes by my heart still stays down, it has been quite a long long time leh y i still cannot forget her???? i feel so useless n toopid..... i am the one whom say good bye n i am regreting it toopid right????? nothing is going the way i wan it to go... i really miss her...... sometime late at night or i shld say morning lolz when i am driving alone or when i am alone doing nothing or reading i will think of her n mi, wat would have happen if i nv let her go, for awhile i will be near to tears suddenly i will be reminded tat it is all a wat if. At this point of time i will juz sighn n move on well do i have a choice??? As days goes past the memories onli get worst i can still smell her hair n c her at the edge of my sight....... who can understand how i feel???? every morning i wish tat i was in a dream n i can wake up in her arms but who can i bluff other than myself???? i dunnoe isst guilt or love tat is holding me back to her memories, till now i am still feeling exciting n love when i tok abt her, i feel sad when i say wat happen to her..... sad to say till now i think i haven pick myself up yet how sad n idiotic right???? now i can sense the touch of her hand on my arms n telling me not to cry but how to???? my whole body ache for her touch my lips could almost touch her lovely lips........


i am going crazy.............

the neverending dream || 3:39 AM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

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I really dunnoe wat is wrong with me everything i do is not going right.... alot of things happen i discover i sux at alot of things..... i really dunnoe wat is going on..... FUCK U ALL

the neverending dream || 5:19 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

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Back from chalet since thursday morning 4a.m lolz i noe u all muz think tat i am crazy to come back in the morning but u have to understand tat thursday i need to go sch for a student meeting for a camp next week haiz like every week i cannot stay at hm like tat hahaha some thing like last time in army lolz.....

OK time to tok abt the chalet, overall it was not as bad as i thought nor was it as nice as wat i wanted.... it is below average, call me old fashion call me ah pek i dun care i believe some things have to be done means it has to be done..... i am a sucker for old traditions..... like if u dun smoke THEN DUN SMOKE WHEN U R STRESS!!!!!!! if dunnoe how to drink THEN DUN FUCKING GO DRINK BARON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ESP FOR GALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n dun ever ever stick a fork or chop stick into food wat u trying to prove????? haiz i really dunnoe wat to say liao till now i still abit pissed off bye!!!!!!!!

the neverending dream || 9:06 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

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Sorry abt the time i took to post the lastest update in my life.... sorry... By now i believe most of u have noe tat i am now back in sch n seriously speaking i think i am doing quite well hahaha anyway i got 3As for my this three module which i am currently quite happy with it with one full marks in accounting i felt tat i am getting closer to my dreams which is gd i guess....

It took me quite a long time b4 i actually figure out wat i wan n i actually ownself wanted it to be successful so i work hard for it.... With it comes result i feel very very happy but here comes another issue money since my parents are no supporting me any longer i need to do something abt it plus after my ITE i intend to futher my studies till i get a degree then i will actually start working full time.... Manage to found a job with intro by my frn fix the timing liao but now sch work coming bugging me.... It is really very very hard to half study half work man....

Recently everyone is toking abt WC=world cup my class also the same hahahaha n most of my classmate r big gambler man hahaha one night win lose is like 1k like tat de scary right hahaha espcially when u noe they r like way younger than me hahaha n most of them dun work hahahahaha scare right??? lolx.... My class quite ok coz the youngest among them is my bro's age n it is like onli two of them n the rest r like 19 20 21... ya i am the second oldest in this class with another gal older than me by one yr. so most of them noes wat they wan in life n work for it, but of coz they will put playing 1st lar it is usual coz i last time also like tat. but i think they are way way luckier than me coz last time i dun have a big brother to look up to but they have who is mi hahahaha.... i got tell them play is play but when it is time to work pls work coz it is ur future not mine to say. n thankfully most of them listen to wat i say n they work hard for wat they wan...

i think i will stop here coz i abt to go to my class chalet liao n will be back in 3days time meanwhile anything u can call me ;)

the neverending dream || 11:36 AM

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