Wednesday, December 06, 2006

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If u all tat i am tat bad then pls tell me dun fucking fake ard. If u all think tat i am a fucker n being a frn with me is fucking diffcult then say ok?? i had euf of all this shit..... cb u all think i wat??? fucking no feel de ar? any thing juz tell me straight in my face... there r times where u play n times where u dun play. THIS IS THE FUCKING TIME U DUN PLAY!!!!!!!!!! U say i change yes i change i admit but cold? attitude??? i have been trying to be nice to all of u. now all of u throw the issue back to me FINE. my fault i noe muz be de. COZ ONLI TOM MAKES MISTAKE!!!!!!!!!!! onli i am the toopid person whom wans frnship to work out the onli toopid idiot whom believe in being loyal to frn. If u all think tat being a frn with me is so diff n very embarrassing JUZ TELL ME. I will not say anything at all n even will thank u for being so truthful n all the best to ur future.

THIS IS FOR EVERYONE OUT THERE OK??????????

the neverending dream || 4:15 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

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Now i am in sch, waiting for ryan to bring our script here so tat we can continue our project in BCM which i think will the most important things in my life for this few days LoL.......

Yesterday or rather this morning i was toking to my classmate n i suddenly discovered tat how fast can a person change it is scary i guess haha.... miscommunication is still very important link in my life i nv thought tat it still affect me till this age, i thought as time goes by i will grow more mature n can handle things better but up to now i still cock things up. I really dunnoe wat to do. Since the day i listen to ken abt changing my whole life really changes, i look ard me n i c no female frns hahaha they starts to distance away from me haiz, i am really at a lost of words.

This reminds me of wat happen to me a few yrs ago, i noe one gal whom dislike me as in HATE me, her 1st impression of me sux hahaha i guess is quite normal since everyone hates Tom hahaha. As times goes by we manage to get closer n we noe each other better n she became my 1st female frn. Through her i noe another of her best frn n we manage to became frn. they all say i got some issues with gals n i totally agree. I have no idea now how to tok to a female, i am at a lost of wat is happening ard me. My confident level starts to get to a point where it hits negative. Haiz forget it ba, TOM SUX!!!!!!

the neverending dream || 10:50 AM

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