Saturday, January 28, 2006
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I really dunnoe if i can take it anymore really.... do anyone of u noe wat i am thinking??? do u all care abt how i feel??? y do i have to go throught all this shit??? i myself got problem but wat can i do??? how anyone of u discover tat i am weird this few weeks??? NO one noes.... do u all ask how am i??? do u all understand how i feel???? sorry does not mean anything to me really... wat i wish izzt tat hard to do n achieve??? i have euf really i am very very very tired now.......
new yr is coming but things r the same..... y go make everyone worry??? or rather me?? GOd who can teach me wat to do???? who can i relied on????
PLS LEAVE ME ALONE..................................................................
the neverending dream || 5:27 AM

Tuesday, January 24, 2006
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I am having mix feelings now..... how????
the neverending dream || 2:12 AM

Friday, January 20, 2006
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It has been three weeks since i last blog i beleive?? Well nothing much really happen in my life other than the same old shit which i guess none of u r interested really right???
A new yr came n on my 1st duty of the yr my ambulance got stuck in the mud how nice right??? u all muz be thinking how do i stuck my ambulance in the mud right?? well all i can say is I AM NOT GOING TO TELL U HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA........ well it is toopid lar really... feel quite bad coz hai one officer cannot go off asap as he need to rush off to another place for function... feel damn bad....
On the 6 this mth i went to MOS i would say it sux haha juz not my type lar.... did not really have fun over there... but saw alot of ppl whom i onli c online... most of them r definely not wat i thought haha...
Recently angela have not been feeling quite well Mentally... i felt sad... y r ppl giving her so much pro??? y cannot ppl juz let her live the way she wans rather than living up to other ppl's idea of how she shld live?? repect others if u wan other to repect u tats wat i have been taught... life is like a mirror do wat u wan others to do to u... alot of ppl might think can if i can choose to judge her like tat i can let other ppl judge me like tat also... but when things really happen then u will start regreting n curse n swear.... u go into depression n some other shit n cause pppl ard more shit n trouble let ppl worry abt u n stuff.... think abt wat i say ba... angela: pls dun give urself so much pressure k??? learn to let go...
Today i heard something very very scary... my side is going to train 10ppl on my job n put me off my job... i will not be perm at the medical side which means i have to go back MT line which i hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now i feel depress.... n at Mt line every tuesday n Friday got 5KM RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is worse than BMT man..... i can sense tat i am going to die..... I AM GOING TO GET STATUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! juz wan i was abt to get ready to start my ORD mood this kinda of shit happens to me!!!!!!!!!! YYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Heaven is so fucking unfair to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S i will like to say sorry to all of u coz i took ard 4.5hr like tat to finish this entry pls forgive me coz in between this entry i go to clean up my room MYSELF, do house work and hang curtains up for the whole house.... now i am hot n sweaty now... damn i need to find a gf soon... Can u all help me keep a look out??? thanx....
the neverending dream || 11:50 AM

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