Wednesday, March 22, 2006
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pls forgive me for wat i have type on the last entry..... pls forget wat i type.... some how or another things r not the way i intend it to come out as really trust me... i have a poor expression pls forgive me... i will not delete the last post coz i dun wan ppl to dun understand y i am having this entry now...
sorry if i had hurt ur feeling or cause misunderstanding.............
the neverending dream || 12:27 AM

Monday, March 20, 2006
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2.10a.m i believe most of u r aslp right now, times flies my ops finally finish and now i am resting at hm after two weeks of horror... saw mel's blog jasmine's bitch's angela's serena's i saw one common point 'Love' maybe is juz me ba coz so long nv really fall in love and maintan a r/s truthfully so my thinking n most their thinking is different....
Like wat angela always tell me a guy like me nv will find a gf if i continue like tat but the fact is i at least be truth to myself n stop myself for being hurt she also noes tats how i think... frn love how shld u choose??? both can be forever both can be a short term de. called me old fashion call me dumb fucker i dun beleive in any of this bullshit at all. ya u heard it correctly i dun believe in frns n love any longer coz this is the two things tat cost ppl hurt the most... it affect every single thing in ur life so y bother???? y trouble urself with all this shit???? all i can say is now i onli wan to ORD in peace and go study the rest i dun care liao.... now no matter wat happen i will not be surprise any more i will face it as cool as ice and i will not even tok much, but if ppl still need my help i will help but not tat pro active as last time n it will not even take any important stand in my life i will onli go take a look if i am free....
Mel: is not tat i dun wan to lessen ur pain or wat is juz tat i am gone throught wat u r going throught now n i can tell u onli u can help urself if u wish to carry on like tat then pls continue doing...
Ys: u in india i noe juz wan to tell u alot of shit has happen but u r not here which i thiink is gd coz u will not be pressure by it
Ken:u nv c my blog b4 coz u think is no point but all i can say is in this blog i show alot abt me n how i feel.... u might discover tat we r actually going throught the same thing is juz tat i concel it u dun....
Angela: u r a gd gal but some time u have to step into other ppl's shoes to think from their side correct ppl dun think for u y shld u think for them but i believe this way of doing things might lessen ur pain n sadness
Bitch:i think i can understand tat u r going throught depression right now so wat i say also no point since angela is back u started to fall on her more which i think is gd lar coz some things i dun understand n angela understands u better. here i can onli wish tat u can pick urself up tats all...
yong: i really dunnoe wat to say abt u since half the time i can hardly find u but dun worry anything u wish to find me pls do so....
april: i noe u will read my blog de no matter wat course u choose all i wan to say is choose something u like n buck up...
the neverending dream || 2:09 AM

Sunday, March 12, 2006
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Feeling slpy now, very very slpy... head very heavy now... terrible feeling... GOD HELP
the neverending dream || 2:53 PM

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